Gingerfulgirl98

You know, sometimes It's hard to say I'm sorry The words get caught and feel wrong Like they're undeserved And you're resentful But other times It feels like you can't say it enough You are being ripped apart inside And a simple I'm sorry doesn't suffice It's pathetic There is no way to express how bad it feels Like the time I left you alone I thought hey, this isn't worth my time And I came back one day To find you still in pieces And I realized I had created a mess I couldn't put you back together with tape or glue You were crushed beyond repair So I tried everything to fix it I guess even just having me back was nice But I don't know. I

I'm being swallowed alive by the fear The pain The anxiety Waiting for your response To the words I didn't want to say The seconds drag on like hours The agony stretching it's bony hands And clutching the minutes Holding them back Slowing them down I'm overwhelmed with the sheer intensity of it all My heart is racing My mind is reeling A silent tear glides down my cheek A burst of the tension that is twisting apart my soul Slowly streaming down my face And onto my shirt Seeping through the fabric My chest feels hollow My breathing slowing Despite my increasing heart rate My breaths grow shallow I tremble From the cold or the stress I'll nev

Why do you call me a princess? You say I'm kind and loving Always looking out for everybody The kind of person others can't help but love A compassionate soul. But I've done a great job of hiding Because under my tiara Is a dragon. Buried deep in the frills and lace Is a monster Waiting to be released. I'm most certainly not the fair maiden Up in the tower Waiting to be saved. Instead I'm the horrible beast The fierce creature The ugly, untamed demon. The knight always slays the dragon To save the princess And live happily ever after. But what you don't understand Is that the harder you try to rescue the princess The deeper you drive the dagg